Editor: CNBLUE‘s Lee Jonghyun. A Western-looking guitar player who does not talk much. That’s what we knew about him. His love and passion for music is bigger than anyone else. CNBLUE‘s Lee Jonghyun has grown up.
Before debuting in Korea, they had already done street performances in Japan and after a successful Korean debut, they performed throughout Asia, including Japan, Taiwan and Thailand. Furthermore, they also performed in LA, United States and also the birthplace of rock, Britain. They are running towards something bigger. CNBLUE‘s future is rapidly growing. Now, let’s cheer for their future success.
*Jonghyun’s own write-up starts here*
“We also want to be like the 4 (AGD) Gentlemen”
Quartet boy band CNBLUE. There’s Jung Yonghwa, the leader and the main vocalist, bassist Lee Jungshin, drummer Kang Minhyuk and there’s me, the guitarist. We debuted in 2010 and this is our third year together.
As time passes by, the members get to know each other well and we support each other like brothers.
Me as Collin, and Minhyuk as “My Husband Got A Family” Segwang, who was the busiest. Yonghwa Hyung was given time to rest. In the past, we were the ones who waited for Yonghwa Hyung to come home but now it’s the opposite. Yonghwa Hyung would be sending message “I’m alone..it’s lonely”, mixed with complains and funny jokes, and he’s the person that is the most proud seeing us doing well.
Yonghwa is the brother who is full of spirit. Even though the work he’s doing is hard, he rarely expressed what he feels towards us his younger brothers. I feel reassured at the thought of having such a strong older brother.
The person that played the biggest role in letting people know who CNBLUE is of course Yonghwa Hyung. He made CNBLUE known not only by just singing on stages but also by acting in dramas and appearing in variety shows. He’s always tired when he comes back to the dorm but he never failed to put on a smiling face to the younger brothers. I always feel sorry when I see his smile but at the same time I am always thankful to him. My personality is blunt and therefore I don’t express my feelings well, but in my heart he’s always there. Yonghwa Hyung, thank you.
Jungshin and Minhyuk, my two younger brothers are the same too. You are a treasure to me and what we have cannot be changed.
Minhyuk and Jungshin, being the youngest of the team, it must have been difficult. Sometimes it must have been hard for you guys because there are times when the older brothers would be complaining, but the two of you are very matured and for that, I thank you. The drama made us spend less time talking to each other, especially Minhyuk. He had a very busy schedule and spent all his time filming his drama.
But because of that, our relationship grew stronger. Then one day Minhyuk said to me that he wanted us to be like the 4 gentlemen from “A Gentleman’s Dignity“. It looked like he was just saying it, but actually he was serious. I’ve also thought about it, so I was moved (T/N: because Minhyuk also thinks the same).
Not only the two of us, but the other members felt the same way too after watching “A Gentleman’s Dignity“. “Let’s live like those four gentlemen,” we said. It would be great if the four of us in CNBLUE could grow up to be great men too, just like the four gentlemen, with our long and close relationship that we can flaunt of as we live together.
We lived together before the debut, especially in Japan where there was no one else but ourselves to turn to, we get deeply attached to each other. That’s why the members think that I won’t have a problem acting as Collin in the drama. Since I was also busy filming during the week, so we only meet about 2 or 3 days a week. Before, when I always see them every day, I don’t really feel the importance of having them by my side. So, every weekend we would all get together and had our bonding time. Usually, we would joke around, and since we don’t meet each other for a long time, I’m glad that instead, we stayed in one room and played together. Even though I don’t show it, but deep down inside “I’m really happy”, that’s what I feel.
After Minhyuk‘s drama and my drama finished airing, the four of us really wanted to spend time together, but the baton of acting was then passed to Jungshin. He had been practicing a lot and seems to be tensed a lot like I did too, but I hope he will do well. Lee Jungshin hwaiting!
And the same goes to the other members of CNBLUE. In the future too, just like what we are now, we’ll build up good memories and we’ll look forward to the day when we will not only be known in Korea but also as the world’s leading band.
“Music runs in my blood”
I stopped being involved in sports during my high school years, and from then on I started doing music. Being alone as a kid, there was a lot of time for me to think. My parents were both working, so during those time I thought of several ideas and later set up a plan.
The momentum was from there. I made a concrete plan in order to persuade my parents. The educational approach in our house was “take care of yourself”, so I had to be very cautious since I would be responsible for all the things I did.
In fact, the first time I said I wanted to do music, my parents didn’t like it. So, in the mean time, my mom and dad left me and asked me to think of what to look forward for if I wanted to become a singer and planned about my decision. In short, it’s like a briefing for my future. Silently, my parents started to trust me. From then on I had to try my best for the sake of the faith and trust my parents have given me.
Music. I had to really practice it, since I started later than the others. I tried my best when I’m at the academy. Now, it’s still the same. If someone complimented me by saying “you’re really good”, I will just shake my head. “I still have a long way to go”, that’s what I think.
When I started acting, I felt like music still fills the void that acting cannot, that’s why music is something that I can’t neglect. Acting is something that I need to finish once I started (T/N: like acting in drama, it has a certain time frame), but music is my lifetime companion.
In my mind I wanted to do my best while filming for “A Gentleman’s Dignity”, so in order to do that I had to practice a lot and I lack sleep. Naturally, I also had to cut down the time for my guitar and singing practice.
That was quite stressful for me. This was something that I have always insist on doing, it’s one of my daily routines, which was practicing together with the members. I would be practicing together with the members until 12 in the midnight, and the next day I had to shoot early in the morning. My body was a bit tired, but my mind was a bit relaxed and it still seems more alive. While I attained the energy for the next day, music was my driving force.
I really think that I need to do music steadily. Since I had to practice 4-5 hours a day, my mind is focused on music, so I will continue to do it in the future.
My craving for music deepens from the aspirations that we got through our street performances in Japan.
Our street performances in Japan had pushed our dream that we had before our debut. Physically and mentally we were very dense, but we did our best towards “the dream”. Those days, if it weren’t for the passion of music; we wouldn’t have this kind of great friendship between us.
I play guitar and would only do the chorus part from behind Yonghwa Hyung’s vocal. But all of sudden I had to stand in place of the main vocalist on behalf of Yonghwa Hyung. Hyung was sent back to Korea at that time to shoot for a drama, leaving only Minhyuk, Jungshin and me. The three of us had to schedule all the performances in Japan and had to continue everything. The position was completely longer (T/N: now that he also had to sing as main vocal), and for the first time I was feeling puzzled and even scared. The members and I couldn’t believe that we managed to get through that.
Because of that opportunity, I was able to grow more in terms of music. Particularly for my vocal, and I made my own songs that makes me looked desirous. It’s really valuable to be able to tell things in making good songs. When someone is comforted through my songs, I’m touched. That was what made me really happy and this feeling is impossible to be replaced.
At first when we started our street performance, no one was looking forward for it. It’s an empty street. But we tried to gather fans, little by little until a few thousand seats filled in a large scale venue. Without them there would be no CNBLUE, and I won’t even be here as Lee Jonghyun.
I think that CNBLUE can still be here till today because of our fans who love our music. Starting from Asia Tour, we went to Los Angeles in the US and now we have performed in as far as UK. The day has finally come, as it has always been our wish to play instruments and have our voices heard at the Home of Rock. From the start we have always been grateful and I will do my best over the time to become a band that will be loved for many people.
CNBLUE Lee Jonghyun will always try to give the best. Hwaiting!!
CN Jonghyun – Thanks for reading all this while! ♥
Written By: CNBLUE Lee JongHyun
Edited by Hwang YongHee ( Issue Daily Director)
Translation Credits: CNBLUEBEAT
Kor-Eng Editor: fizzy @ cnbluestorm
Photo Credits: FNC Ent, Naver etc








minitacmc
October 9, 2012
I can’t get my eyes off their pics, they look so darn dashing.
minitacmc
October 9, 2012
I tried to read empathizing Hyun and got to know how he must be feeling and how it felt when he had gone through all those days from being a street rookie to becoming an accomplished singer and making his own identity. And I can understand the feeling of starting from nothing and being everything, it’s a grateful feeling. The feelings of getting scared and puzzled are an average feelings when you get out of your comfort zone but when everything works in favour of you after you have tried hard and didn’t even think of giving up, that feeling is being on the top of the world.
I wish him all the very best, from his fan (Boice).
jonghyunnoona
October 5, 2012
I’m Prroud of you CNBLUE!! I will always love you all. please be grandfather band. love you Jong Hyun
colormecnblue
October 4, 2012
thank you to Lee Jonghyun who wrote this article in his own words and thank you to those of you who worked on the translation…especially you Fizzy ^^ I loved this series so much!
jungrara
October 4, 2012
juz like them,i want them to stay forever like the ‘gentlemen’ too…and i believe it becoz they promise to stay together until they’ve become grandfather band
Ellen Bulatao
October 4, 2012
I was very touched reading this article of JONG HYUN,how they started,how they missed each and everyone,most especially when they have shooting sched.not knowing that their Hyung was left alone and always waiting for his younger brothers to come home.A very protective,understanding and supportive brother.I do hope that they will stay so strong until the end and no hassles what so ever.I LOVE YOU CNBLUE!!KOMAWOYO!!for giving happiness to all of us!!
Dilani
October 4, 2012
I’m so touched.i read this for 3 times and i want 2 read it over n over again.i have never looked deeply in to my life like JH has done.after reading this i totaly fell for it and started 2 think abt my own life n what i want 2 be in d future.i think JH didn’t use a pen 2 write this,but he wrote t 4m his heart.thats y i teared while reading.what i like abt cnblue is that they never 4get their past.and they r not shy and hesitant 2 speak abt the hadships they went through.the love,care,respect 2wards each other is amazing.JH himself says that he is a tough busan guy.but he seems very emotional,thoughtful,delicate than he appearce 2 b.love u guys.stick 2gether 4 another multimilion yrs.gd luck.hwaiting
Boya
October 3, 2012
Thank you Colin a.k.a JH for writing such a touching letter to let us know how beautiful CNBLUE Friendship is. CNBLUE JJAANG!!! Let’s spread Boice PEACE (^_^)
Ai
October 3, 2012
Love this series with Jonghyun. Every time I watched AGD I thought of them watching the show and thinking of their future selves as a quartet. I really hope they get to be the grandfather band they want to be and continually grow as they get there. On a side note, the birthplace of rock is actually the U.S. Even their British rocker heroes like Eric Clapton and the Stones would make them well aware of that.
fizzyhasan
October 3, 2012
Hehehe..
They should be aware of that.
Chris (mydogknowsKorean)
October 3, 2012
Well….he has done a wonderful job. He is a wonderful writer…very good at sharing is feelings. He seems a bit like YH (emotion) in his articles. I feel I really know more about them now. They do have a special bond, how wonderful to have this. The times when they were scared (hard to believe looking at them now) they seem to ooze confidence but maybe I should realize they are professionals and it has taken them some time to get here–from where they came from. I wish I could have been there in the beginning (I know I have said this before.) I am just so touched. Great job JongHyun!!!!! talented, respectful, committed brother. They better stay around for a while. I am so glad to have found Korean music, a new group of friends and something that really interests me…..my (oops) OUR CNBLUE! fighting!
Puko_메가 (@Megs_Puko)
October 3, 2012
thanks for sharing this, Jonghyun <3,, CNBLUE i hope you can be like 4 gentlemen dignity, success, and still have strong bond,, hmm,,, and still down to earth ^^
v3ronicathong
October 3, 2012
Superb, Bravo!!! JH…. When I was reading the article, I think back how I struggled to be where am I today, just like you guys (CN Blue) struggled when you all were in Japan…. I am not an actress neither am I a singer but I had to work super long hours (everyday at least 18 hours) and sometimes had to work straight for 72 hours (my record)… I empathized your feeling, tired but only stop to rest but CANNOT QUIT!!!! Emmm… I really feel sorry for you guys, in our daily work, our work are “Evaluated” by our superior of the Company, but for you (CN Blue), all your work are “Evaluated” by the “Eyes of the Public”. But we can see very clearly, is it the love and passion that gives you all the strength to continue on what you all are doing…:) Of coz, “Good Results” is the reward for hardwork.
Here I would like to say a “BIG GREAT THANK YOU” to YongHwa, JongHyun, MinHyuk, JungShin and all other entertainers for all your hardwork, great music and superb acting in entertaining each and everyone of us. Without you guys, the world would be so “Grey” but becoz of your existence, our world became so “Colourful”. I am so proub of you (CN Blue), please take care of yourselves (JH’s parents advise) and FIGHTING!!!
Aika
October 3, 2012
his love for his band mates especially their hyung really touching. yonghwa really made great job for his dongsaengs…don’t worry jonghyun, I will always being a BOICE
pinaymommy26
October 3, 2012
I’m touched with this article. I couldn’t help but cry. JH expresses his love sincerely and his gratefulness to his band members. I’m just so proud of these four for having such a strong bond and for thinking of growing old together. They are proud of each others accomplishments and supports each other all throughout. CNBLUE fighting! We’re here always for you!
mimie
October 3, 2012
Wow i was so touched…I hope you will be really like those 4 gentlemen…I hope the bonds that you have will keep you four until the end…
midnightsky22
October 3, 2012
he’s so honest and pure…T_T FIGHTING LEE JONGHYUN..!!
asas17
October 3, 2012
Hnggggggg seriously I’m crying while reading this post ㅠㅠ
I love them even more right now, all of them. CNBLUE JJANG!! HWAITING!! ♥♥♥♥
Thanks for the translation by the way. BOICE JJANG!! \m/
Guia
October 3, 2012
shed legit tears while reading this… T__T
Words cannot explain how I feel right now….
I am just so proud and happy for them! I will forever love these 4 amazing namjas! ❤
fizzyhasan
October 3, 2012
so true..
i hope their friendship stays strong..
black rose
October 3, 2012
i don’t know what I have to say by reading this article. Moreover this was jh himself who writes up.
I had experiences seeing them four in japan’s street before and seeing them nowdays, it just something touch reading what was in jh’s heart.
fizzyhasan
October 3, 2012
that’s cool..
the experience of street performance is irreplaceable.
like what jonghyun said.
you’re one lucky boice!
black rose
October 3, 2012
and as long as they don’t change their musical style or become dance group then I dare say, I’ll never leave them anymore, many moments I missed already!